I Think I Can...I Think I Can...

...get it together for this trip!

It seems like just when I whittle down the "To Do" list and begin to feel that small sense of relief and satisfaction, I suddenly remember about thirteen more things I need to do!  I woke up early this morning and just laid in bed, my mind racing with thoughts, and the sudden realization that two weeks is a long time to be away from the boys.  I know they will do great, but I will really, really miss them.  (Although tonight as they came out of the room after lights out to tattle on one another I secretly wished this was already my parent's problem!)

On the other hand, Mark and I are really looking forward to seeing Latvia.  We have had a heart for this country since we hosted Sintija nearly a year and a half ago, and I am so happy to finally get to taste, see, and listen to Latvia!  I have spent a lot of time learning about Latvia's history and culture, and there are so many places in Riga I anticipate visiting!  Of course, I am also looking forward to some non-historical fun there...I have Mark almost convinced to take Elsie/Inessa and I to a HUGE indoor water park!  Can you imagine the fun!?!?!?!?

I also struggle with my emotions when I think about all that Elsie is going to go through.  Yes, I know she loves us and she knows that our family loves her also, but it makes me grieve when I think of her saying good-bye to her foster family.  We will, of course, maintain contact with them so that they can follow her through the years, but I know this trip will have its share of tears.  Although I have yet to meet them in person, I dearly love her foster family and I hurt for them as well.

We are down to the minute details, and although they keep piling up, come Saturday we will be off one way or the other!  I hope to be able to keep this blog updated as we travel, so be sure to check back if you want to follow our adoption journey.

Comments

Renovation Girl said…
Ann, I have my students praying for all of you each day! Many blessings on this journey.
Kat said…
I just jumped over here from the Adoption Story Blog Hop and am excited to read your next post. We have seven blessings (four adopted) and have a heart for the wonderful older children that God may bring into our lives...can't wait to see your next post!